At the beginning of each LightBody level of Ascension, humans are "shown" a piece of a bigger picture. 

In the "DARK" days, one will become the seeker to understand that which makes no sense. As light is introduced, one is shown an that of the etheric realms and then expanded consciousness, so that they seek more of that in order to expand their own awareness. In the "LIGHT"er days, one is shown "bliss" , what is to come, what they can have.... if they just keep focused and moving forward. 

Many desire to "stay" there, as those experiences are usually so profound and exquisite. But, one is not provided an opportunity to exist there in the physical state (yet) until "training" is achieved. Many do not understand the "periods" in between.

After each short experience of each "expanded or advanced vision", one is brought back to experience all that is necessary to achieve that "level". What comes next, in between the stages, is KEY.

Those in-between stages are "training" periods. They serve a multitude of purposes, (way too many to type here). EVERY experience, every person of interaction, every situation is a test to teach to see how long one will endure duality to remain there. With each transformation of energy, one learns to MASTER a bit more of their own, and then given a new "experience" to move them into the next level, once trust & integrity at that level has been achieved. 

One will later come to understand that their SOUL chose every person, every interaction and even set the timeline for how each would occur to best accomplish the experience. The physical self "chose" how to experience each level, which path to take (ego or heart), and how long to stay there, to endure for the sake of what they are to learn in order to teach themselves so that they could in turn use it to help another, to live out their physical experience here. 

These start with the triggering of all things that exist in the physical on a vibrational level for clearing, in order for the LightBody to start to create, DNA start to activate, cellular memory to be transformed achieving up to the highest levels where full re-integration occurs of all selves to come together to CREATE one SOUL that exists in total integrity of the Universe. 

What one chooses to do IN-BETWEEN levels is teaching them everything needed in order to ascend the next level, in addition to developing their own tools necessary to fulfill their own SOUL PURPOSE here. 

By the time one hits the 10/11/12th level of the LightBody stages (Levels only used for sake of a linear understanding), one has the ability to "see" the possibilities of future selves and are given the ability to actually CREATE it just by thought (Level 12), then dropped down to "DO" it in the PHYSICAL ~ as a RE-INTEGRATED SOUL, no longer as the individual physical self that they once were. 

It is through the resolution of duality in the lower levels that one is able to achieve the ultimate of their own soul purpose here, ONCE one is no longer limited by physical reality of the logical mind. 

This is achieved once one has resolved all the frequencies of: Stories of who they once were as a physical being that kept them separate from SOURCE, where thoughts are no longer interrupted by the thought of the individual self first, and when what one does holds the highest amount of integrity, because they have achieved all test of "reverting" to "previous" selves PRIOR to reaching this point.

SO, when one wishes to know what their Soul's Purpose is here, it is present by the experiences, lessons, individuals and tests that one is provided in EVERY MOMENT to achieve. There is no ONE thing that any soul will do. One will teach ourselves by all things brought to them along the way in order to fulfill a purpose beyond anything that sees one as an individual here to do anything individual. 

One is guided to pay attention to absolutely everything in their physical reality, as once enough light has been brought in, then one can actually see beyond their own darkness to start to observe every interaction as guiding them to their soul purpose. Once one has achieved integration on a higher level, their soul steps in to unlock higher level keys & codes "hidden" within to provide an overall view from the soul perspective. This one is much grander than the "flat" and restrictive view of the logical mind. One starts to exist as their own soul self and in connection with everything, seeing how all moments exist simultaneously affecting every moment to transpire as to what one see's as "different moments" or "separation of time". 

Once those (12 levels) are mastered & achieved, Galactic Levels begin to build. Those are entirely different write ups to be provided when it is "time". 

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EXERCISE: A MOMENT of CREATION

Stop everything... every thought... every action... and GET PRESENT.
Focus on nothing else.. other than what is around you... in your sight.
Focus... hear the sounds, the frequencies, the moment become still.
Close your eyes, feel and see WITHIN.

In THIS MOMENT... this is the only moment that exists.

Now IMAGINE... this is your future self.
YOU are CREATING your FUTURE moment,
Your FUTURE self
RIGHT NOW

Imagine that the words that you write are being sent out to all over the world
Watch the gridwork of lights and follow them with your mind
See that piece that you wrote, or that photo that you took or that painting as the brush strokes across the page.
Watch the light of love fill ... and send that out to touch all
To open the heart of one soul, who passes it along to another soul, 
who shares it with their family and friends
And in THIS MOMENT you touched the heart of many
And THIS MOMENT just touched the heart of hundreds or thousands

JUST WITH THE THOUGHTS THAT YOU TRANSMITTED WITH THAT LIGHT.

Now, IMAGINE, if you were present enough in EVERY MOMENT to CREATE every moment with love, kindness, compassion and peace.

IMAGINE what FUTURE SELF you are standing in right now.
IMAGINE if EVERY SOUL stood still at the same MOMENT IN "TIME" 
and CREATED all FUTURE MOMENTS... 

IMAGINE TOGETHER what we all could create as ONE
in ONE moment.

The more in-tune we become with everything, the more we start to recognize the density of things. Even our physical body and those "solid" things around us. The higher we vibrate, the harder it is to function around such denseness.

Little did I know that being "forced" into a situation to get rid of much of my belongings a year or more ago, would cause me to understand how much it drained, interrupted and corrupted my own vibrational frequency. Since then, I have chosen to release attachment to all that is physical, while "asking" the universe to spare me the last few things I chose to keep. lol..... I have gone from someone who had tons and tons of "stuff", to now, the less I have, the more bliss I exist in. Amazing.

I went for a walk last night while running errands to get a couple basic necessities. What used to be a need, material-wise, has now become cumbersome, energetically. As I passed the store windows, I gazed inside, remembering how I once "needed" all of that stuff and how sad it is to see all of this stuff waiting to clutter up another's space, how we as a whole society have created the desire for all of these things that need to go for one to come to understand what truly is important. I then tuned into the frequency of all of that "stuff" and it was soooo very dense. The more stuff there was, the denser it got. I did not even want to be around any of it, and how that could make us physically ill. I realized how we have filled our being with all of this stuff and how so many have no idea how much this interferes with their own ability to connect, find peace and how nature provides all that we need and most never even see it. Most are too busy to slow down to enjoy and feel or become one with it. I know I was.

Energetically my own physical density has changed so much that everything, not "live" can be too dense to be around. I maintain  a few items in my space, and the vibrational frequency is maintained as sacred and so it does not interfere with my own frequency, unless it gets cluttered. In extremely high vibrational states, the stuff even feels of such a lower vibration, because it is so dense, that I have to stay away from it as much as is physically possible in a physical world. 

Because we shift in frequency throughout the day or when we interact with others, then this is quite noticeable when I am in my highest states. When I am maintaining a more physical world vibration, then only other humans are noticeable. Those who carry a lot of clutter are extremely draining, as are conversations and emails with details. Those too are energetically chaotic energy. As I reflect over the last year or two, I can actually see all of the times I was around massive amounts of material "stuff" and how physically ill it made it. Little did I know that the stuff, we as a race covet, is part of the very physical world destroying our vibrational frequencies and health.

Pay attention to what is going on around you, with those you know, with those you love, with everyone you come into contact with... as many will be "forced" to slow down, forced to be alone, forced to a place where those "busy" things that occupied "life" are removed. 

This will come in loss of jobs, medical issues, loss of relationships... for a whole new "wave" of those who "need" to go inward are "put" in a place to "allow" for this to occur FOR them.

Take care NOT to rush to occupy their time... and to understand that this is a VERY important time in their own shift. That pivotal moment begins. 

Offer tools of consciousness & energy, rather than trying to save them from the alone time. Avoidance only prolongs the emergence of the soul, and what one avoids now will be more extreme each time, until all choices are taken away. 

Alone time is an extremely important time for all in this process, and one that we all usually have to be forced into... as given choice, many don't usually choose to transverse the depths of the inner workings of their own mind. It is actually what we all avoid with everything within us, in the beginning. The soul is emerging and dormant energies are surfacing for release. 

Those who have shifted, cleared and raised their vibrational frequencies... your time begins... as now, you will learn by helping others. A new cycle begins for all.

When it is one's time, it will occur. We now have tools we did not before. And we all have each other. ♥

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Anger comes from the feeling of betrayal. There are two types of betrayal that many experience during their own awakening that is not always easily understood. This frequency resides within all of us until cleared. How that is done is totally up to our own soul paths and the tools we have available to us along the way. The choice to use these, or even create our own to share with another, is up to each one of us.  

Anger is usually directed at another, but always is a result of something "we did", yet much of the time there is no obvious explanation for it. 

"I didn't cause that or I didn't create/choose that" is a normal response for us all. Then we come to realize, wow, our soul did choose that. One even gets angry at their own soul for choosing those things to "suffer" sometimes. Sometimes one creates new responses and realizations upon the realization that they chose that, creating a whole new process to clear.  

Even after all of that work, many find that anger still resides within their own being; and for no apparent reason. The logical mind needs an answer, much of the time, unless the heart is dominant, then one just recognizes it, says thank you, and lets it dissipate. 

For those who need a reason, here are two more. Anger is one that surmounts as masculine energy continues to purge and come up for release, in magnitude. On a mass level, devastation and "wronged" events, brings up anger in a huge collective purging and release. That alone serves a multitude of reasons too. (Ascending souls, every unhealed emotion surfacing as the result of anger/fear, victim mentality, pain, suffering, tears and especially gratitude, unity, love, etc.)

First, we ALWAYS have the answer within. But, in a moment of masculine energy (fear/ego) winning, we gave in. We compromised and went with either what was "easy" or more desirable at the time, over what we "knew". Then when the situation came back around, we got angry at another, or even ourselves. And then tucked it away to emerge another day.

But then, we get through the understanding that oh, we chose that, and we think "oh, smooth sailing".. then boom, anger surfaces again. "But wait, I know better than that"... the logical mind says.... so where is all this anger coming from?

It comes from the individual (lower self) realization that we have lied to ourselves by way of our own ego, logical mind, learned belief systems, thoughts.... the little self is rebelling against itself for creating itself... in an attempt to separate, cleanse and then reintegrate as a part of the whole. Our minds are angry at our minds.... go figure that one out!

It is through the stillness of thought and the observance of life, that I "learned" to lose myself in the flow of the Universe and become one.

Little did I realize, at the time, that a family of birds building a nest outside my window would have such an impact on the next several years to come. Little do we actually realize at the time, how every moment is brought to us with a purpose of moving us in a direction of peace, love, kindness and utter and complete light.

I could never meditate. My mind was way too busy with thoughts that ran through my ever active head of "what about this, what about that"... thoughts of past or future that would come to no longer exist. But first, I had to LEARN to lose myself in stillness.

Every morning I would get up and take my notepad/computer to the living room, set up work for the day & open the blinds. This was after much of the heavy dark had dissipated, yet I had no direction within. Up until that time, I had withdrawn into darkness, while my own soul pain surfaced for release. I would sit and work on designing websites, creating, organizing and thinking. What was the "future" to bring. Life as I had previously known it no longer existed. The Universe had seen fit to put me out of work, throw me into a barrage of addictions and emotional turmoil, while my soul pain came up. I was experiencing chronic health problems that just kept surfacing, no matter how hard I "tried" to clear them... little did I know. :)

Loss provides for so many things. Those things we hold on to that are obstacles to finding our own inner self, the path to our own soul, are often "taken away" and new things take their place. Things like loss of a job, loss of a relationship, loss of health... whatever makes us get stationary so we can go within. I remember saying to myself "well, I can't walk, so I might as well do my Metaphysical coursework"... and low and behold there was something that "I" needed in there. It took much to ground me, as I was extremely stubborn and refused to slow down. So choice, literally, got taken away from me. 

Much of the time we are even provided with the ways and means to accomplish "inner work" time. If one can realize the gift they are being given, they can choose to utilize it "quicker". Many are in situations where they have financial support, a place to stay, food to eat, yet they have "lost" what appears to be the very thing that occupied all of their time focused "outwardly". One isn't losing, but rather being given an opportunity that they would not otherwise chosen for on their own.  

When there is buried treasure deep within, one must delve to the depths of the soul to retrieve them and bring them to light. This only comes from inner reflection, inner observation and inner work. And this cannot be done by another. This requires that we learn to remove judgment of self and just dive in. We will always be provided oxygen (light) to breathe, but we must swim through it to get to that which will guide us to the utmost peace and love that one has ever experienced. 

Every morning for hours, I would get "distracted" from my "work" to watch the little family of birds building a nest in a beautiful potted fern hanging from the overhead of the balcony. It started with ONE bird ONE day. Then a few days later, being joined by another. The "bird show" got to be the highlight of my day. I started to look forward to going to greet my little birds and watch them create. And then one day, the nest was done, and there were little eggs in the nest. All of a sudden, how excited I was by the simplest things. I ran to grab the camera to take photos, as it was so cool! I would watch mama bird come and sit in the nest each day, while papa bird came & went throughout the day. One day I awoke to baby chirps and little heads popping up, and to my delight, I had a new phase of creation to watch while mama bird fed them with love. And finally, when I had been grounded enough to learn to sit still and observe and appreciate, one by one those little birds flew away to freedom and begin their own journey to brighten another's day.

Recently I remembered my little family of birds and realized how that experience was part of teaching me presence and expanding my own consciousness. There are many things that contributed, but this one is the most present memory of yet. 

The other day, another emerging soul of light said "There is this bird outside my window that I watch"... and I just smiled. And so it begins... 

That first breath ignites the soul within the physical form. The breathe of light expands and with this expansion transmits all imprints and coding into the physical form. That first cry represents all tears that will occur for the soul to emerge beyond the dark within.  

This imprint is in frequencies and all experiences are representative of those unique frequencies within. This imprint transmits and calls for all souls to honor soul contracts to respond. These responses fulfill soul agreements of interaction to resolve their own duality within. All interactions are are physical form of soul agreements.

What occurs in the physical lifetime is in response to the unique soul's imprint. Scenarios  and experiences are created that are necessary in order to resolve karmic debt and once the ego (logical/reasoning/rational mind) is formed, to provide an opportunity of choice. 

In the early years, those with extreme karma may experience traumas IN ORDER to assist in the evolution of the ego. For they chose what the logical mind sees as traumatic or extreme. Memories are holographic imprints that can be seen. The more karma imprinted, the more extremities one will endure. Memories are not stored in the physical, but exist in the physical for one to access for the purpose of the experience. When that frequency is cleared, then one moves up in frequency and those memories are no longer necessary other than to "access energetically" in order to help another on their soul journey. This is why so many experience "memory loss". It is not a loss, as there was never a memory to start with. Just a holographic scene created to bring forward those things necessary to play out a scenario or role. 

Two frequencies are imprinted: fear and love. All other responses are created by the ego to mask and create barriers for one to maneuver through for the sake of the experiences. These are but the obstacle path of the soul.

Every moment is a choice. What one chooses will determine one's path. That choice will reaffirm a frequency of fear (dark) or love (light). That choice triggers a frequency response. Fear will reinforce the dark within. Love will allow in light in order to expand the light of the soul. Each will reinforce karma dependent on the frequency chosen. Each choice will be to dim or brighten the light of the soul. Each choice will transmit a frequency that the soul will then experience in the physical reality.

Karma is now CHOICE. Everything is PRESENT that one needs to choose. All "lives" are accessible now with the tools to understand them. The veils have been lifted to allow for consciousness and with consciousness one has choice. Choice is what will determine how much pain and suffering one endures. 

Suffering serves a multitude of purposes for the soul. It opens hearts and allows one to choose differently, therefore resolving karmic debt. In times of suffering, one will ask for help, where pride previously stood in the way. When one truly asks for help, their heart opens to receive. A closed heart cannot receive. It cannot receive the abundance that is available, as there are too many blocks in the way. Blocks of "dark" energy are perceived as betrayal, hurt, pain, distrust, pride. These blocks maintain a victim mentality. A closed heart maintains separation and self. It allows the mind to think for it, so that it does not have to truly feel and let go. It says "I can do this myself" or "this is mine". It doesn't feel it can trust another, and it fears pain. Suffering takes away the strength of the ego and choice to avoid. Suffering forces one into their heart. It forces one to DESIRE something different. This desire exists within the heart. Suffering opens the heart to receive light in order to allow lower frequencies to leave. Anger is a quick response to cover up the frequency of fear. Crying is the ultimate release of this energy. 

Then comes the test of karma. Karma is what one does in that moment of choice. It's not what one does when choice is taken away. Suffering is a symbol of karma. It symbolizes that there is an opportunity coming to choose. This opportunity is where one can change their entire reality and release that frequency that manifested that suffering. One chooses to maintain that same frequency or to step into a higher frequency of what is "right" according to the heart. One has a choice to honor their soul. The rest of the scenario will be determined by that moment of choice.  

The PHYSICAL REALITY perspective is present in the thinking mind which exists in a limiting reality. "Life" happens TO it and one tries to "think" manifestation here. The heart is subject to the mind. It operates in a linear format, seeing time as separation of moments like past, present, future. It observes and has an opinion. It judges by seeing good & bad, right & wrong and duality in everything. In this reality, one is a victim and is it's own self's biggest critic and abuser. This heart tries to save & fix or meet the standards of something outside of self. Things are personal here. Individuality & separation exist and decisions are made on an individual basis. One operates according to, or in conjunction with, the logical/reasoning/thinking mind. Growth & abundance are measured in things, comparisons, accomplishments. Age and knowledge are measured in time, years, experiences. I/me/my/he/she/they exist and one feels alone here. When one is unconscious, they function here. 

The SOUL PERSPECTIVE exists in the heart. The soul CREATES their reality according to transmissions of the heart. The mind is subject to the heart and they work together. The mind is one of an observer in order to study & learn, but there is no opinion or judgement attached. Every observation is to help all by bringing in more light. There is no right, wrong, good, bad. Duality is acknowledged as the balance in everything. It sees that there are a multitude of purposes in EVERY moment. One does not interfere in another's ability to choose. It understands karma and the need to allow another to experience their own path of duality in order to resolve their own karmic lessons necessary for growth. The age & knowledge of a soul is according to the amount of light within and knowledge is "streamed" through light. Time is non-existent. One moment exists with versions of moments being acted out in a multitude of dimensional lives & possibilities according to frequencies. 

In any given moment one can raise or lower their vibrational frequency and step in and out of different realities. These realities will play out according to the frequencies existent within.

Everything on a Soul level is in reverse, backwards, opposite of the physical reality. Every moment is a test; a test to see if one chooses their soul and to bring more light in. This choice transmits a vibrational frequency to the soul that one is serious and they are ready. There will be continual tests to strengthen the heart so that one choose on their own and not just when they are suffering. When one can maintain a certain frequency through repeated consistency in each test, then more light is introduced for expansion and the vibrational frequency is elevated to maintain a new reality.

Veils are created upon the physical birth so that one could not fully see. These veils have continued to lift for each who has chosen the path of their soul. WITH each choice, more light can be introduced into the soul allowing for additional code activation and changes in cellular memory. Those memories are only visible holograms of frequencies so that the physical eyes can see and transmit to the logical mind. The frequencies are understood in the heart.  The purpose is to clear all debris from these frequencies so that one sees is the purity through the eyes of the heart. 

When one awakens, they are awakening to their own soul which exists within them as a light (frequency). These frequencies are felt through the heart. This is where one starts to question things, as their heart knows one thing and their mind says another. The duality manifests as conflict within and one can "see" truth through feeling it in frequencies. All duality within is manifested in the outward reality. Many have built a fortress of walls of protection around their hearts to drown out the frequencies of dark within their soul and conflict created in their mind. 

When it is time for the soul to start to emerge, there are a certain set of codes that are activated. All things  manifested in an outward reality, that block access to the frequencies existent within the heart, are removed for the individual's soul to suffer to loss in order to open access to their hearts. The harder one tries to maintain those walls of protection, the more suffering one is bound to endure. Manifestations of duality exist in anything that one values over any living soul (i.e. self, mother earth/nature, animals, etc.) Suffering will manifest in loss of finances, relationships, chronic health... everything that can get one's attention to make a change. Where one is already operating at a higher frequency with less low-vibrational karma to resolve, they may experience falling in love to open their otherwise closed off heart. For each soul it will be indicative of their own soul print. 

Frequency codes are existent within, and are activated with each introduction of light. The more one chooses their soul, the more light will be introduced in for assimilation into the physical. Codes are continually activated as more light is introduced and assimilated. The veils lift with every level of ascension. 

Every individual has choice. That choice is to choose their soul. How "fast" one grows will be indicative of how much light one is willing to allow in, in order to release the dark. For the path of a soul is unique. The only consistency is the choice of light. (This is why some grow "faster" than others. It is how much one is driven to choose their soul and bring in more light. The more light one chooses, the faster they will grow INTO their own soul and purpose.) Every time one chooses something over someone (or life), they will step "down" to remain in a reality of duality. Every time one chooses ONE, they maintain or access more light. 

All souls have the same access to unlimited resources and knowledge. This is not measured by age, time or even experience. This is accessed through light (frequency). When all bodies (mind/body/soul) have integrated enough light, then a pivotal point is passed. When that occurs, the soul steps in as this full & vibrant energy that radiates out from the entire being and transmits out to all other beings of light. All separation falls away and the Universe no longer exists anywhere other than within.  One truly exists in-service of humanity. Every choice is then one of love and light and ONE. 

With the nexus point passed for linear & non-linear "time" existence, energy has become more obvious between the two states, and it appears, "I" have switched to the opposite side of the "time" spectrum.

Before the shift, my experiences were in "trying to stay present"... so as to maintain an existence there. The last many months prior to 12/21/12 I started to experience "issues" in switching and integrating the two. This goes on for awhile while we adjust on a whole new level. For me, that seems to have so totally switched "all of a sudden" (not really, just realizing it with new words to describe it.) 

I can actually FEEL my energy depleted by trying to function in a linear reality. Ease and flow are the normal state and that occurs in a non-linear fashion. Thinking is a drain if it is not "in the moment" of exchange or an overall view of observing. (Linear sees past/future while non-linear sees from above, as an overall view of everything as it is connected). 

Now, to not be present is a HUGE DRAIN ENERGETICALLY. It is a different kind of "pain", not in the previously traditional aspect, but from an energetic aspect. Pain for me now is when something "pulls or tugs or drains" my energy. It has gotten so sensitive, when I am present and another is not, when they keep going into past or future it creates a drain on the energy present in that exchange. So their physical energy is not the only issue anymore as it is their need to step out of current moment to exist. It affects my own existence... it is like interacting with those that function in a different (lower) dimension creates a hole in a spinning vortex where energy leaks out of that vortex. 

Imagine present moment being a vortex. Spinning energy. Two people standing in the middle exchanging honest, PRESENT conversation. As soon as the other person steps out of that vortex to go into the past or future to another "time", a "hole" is created and the energy in that vortex starts to drain out into oblivion. That is how it FEELS .... and the only way I have of explaining it in this moment. :) 

Those who choose to function in a linear capacity will continue to do so.... as long as they can hold out, energetically.... and the effort to stay more linear is going to be more draining .... this shift allows for ease in present moment, with less being required to function in those realms. The energy is lighter and vibrates at a totally different "speed" than we were used to before. Awareness in every moment for each of us is key. Sharing as we experience will help us all.  

As I continue to "teeter-totter & flip-flop" between linear & non-linear, observing integration at these levels, it may be quite confusing for a bit for all that I interact with for some time (including me). I will try to explain in posts as they come through, as to my observations, in order to help others who may be experiencing their own version of this also.

It is getting very hard to find the words to explain lately.... Things are more subtle here... the integration is "quiet" and not as obvious as on the physical plane... observation with the silent mind allows us to actually "see" things as they transpire, if we pay very close attention.... 

You may see different versions of "me" ... as I go between logical observer to respectful playful fun me to totally non-linear and unable to function in past/future, calendars, clocks, emails, anything that requires "thinking" at all. Even the level of non-linear is much different, as it doesn't allow for much thought outside the very limited moments (past/future), without having to drop into an entirely old reality that no longer exists for me. I CHOOSE not to maintain that old reality as it is exactly why we are experiencing this, to leave the old behind. 

We "forget" things, not because we don't care, but because the small details no longer matter. I remember a soul's heart or energy now and the logical details just are not there anymore. Certain things can be accessed, if necessary, but I see this even going, as if it exists in a linear state then it just eventually won't matter and will fall away. All we will "need" is present moment. This requires the complete re-structuring of our existence as we know it, which is why it is transpiring "slowly" in logical time. 

I am having to "master" doing everything in present moment, even the "future" events to come... which is so totally possible if I prepare in present moment and don't step out into a different moment to try to "think" it... everything is "received" perfectly as it is meant to be. My sessions are becoming more "impromptu" and "okay, I am available" and whoever pops up is meant to at that moment... as when we walk in unison with the Universe, every moment transpires exactly as it is supposed to. Every interaction we have occurs exactly as it is supposed to. I KNOW that when I say "okay, open session" that the one person that I need to talk to will be "there"... I can see moments occur from an expanded view. I can see something I did "years" ago creating "this moment" and how "this moment" will create a "future moment"... which is why integrity is of the utmost at this point for all of us, as when we choose all moments from love, light & integrity, then every moment we CREATE is created out of that same in order to manifest in our "current" reality. 

The "issue" at the moment is explaining... as non-linear comes in "pictures" for me... I see things and there are no words necessary. Then I have to step down in frequency to go into a logical mind to find words that are appropriate... this is probably the hardest part... to explain what I see... understanding is infinite.... words diminish the understanding. It takes many many words to explain what is so very simple. The levels are so vastly different.

Emails are very hard for me right now... as they operate in linear time. They "send" at a slower rate and require reading, processing & thought to respond. I think that is why FB works or things such as instant programs, as I can transmit immediately.... Email requires that I go into future or past to respond... In this non-linear state, someone asks in "real time" if I am available and I grab the calendar that I am required to keep now, because I cannot maintain time anymore, and I look and if it is empty, then I schedule it. Eventually we will all just show up or be exactly as we are supposed to be and do what we are to do in that moment... the thought "go here" will manifest in the moment that it needs to, we will do "that" and we will end up where we are meant to end up.... this is a "new" part of telepathic (energetic) communication that requires no computers, no calendars, no thinking... existing by BEing... and being exactly as we need to be in every moment. The transition is "rough" as we adjust to integration that allows for all of these things to occur and NOTHING is personal... especially me forgetting stuff or not being able to respond to emails.

I don't think as I type this... I receive and type... it just "comes through". Interactions are honest, they are not prepared. I can type what comes through without issue. Reading & preparing requires stepping into "time" again..... so in the linear "states" I receive & prepare in limited form of the moment. Everything has varying degrees. Preparation is so totally different "here".... we prepare what we receive in the moment and that becomes what we will need "later". It will already be prepared, but the ability to "think" preparation is so limited to a non-linear new reality.

My linear mind sees horizontally, in logic, in words, in separation. Past, present, future exist here, but are extremely limited to "what is left"... this is a whole different post.  Everything gets separated for the sake of understanding through logic.
One non-linear "view" sees vertically, up & down, in frequency, in dimensions.
As the two merge, they become this spiral where everything expands out. In this space, time does not exist, there is no separation in moments, in time. All is just one.

What used to be "out" there is no longer out there... it is within.... so that vastness that we used to observe as a separateness disappears. There is NO way one could handle this coming in the "earlier" stages of awakening/ascension... and which is why, in linear "time", it is spanned out over what appears to be years.... but in non-linear perception is so totally different. 

Now, one huge thing I have observed is that "guidance" is no longer something "out there, up there or a separate entity"... it comes completely from within the vastness that we become. This is where all of the trust, integrity, non-duality all comes into play. As THIS requires utter and complete trust & integrity as we are "required" to stand in integrity in every moment WITHOUT the outside guidance of direction or what to do. This is where ALL of the little "tests" we experienced thus far are seen as so necessary in this place that we come to. Every test of "will you stay true when you have a choice" or "will you fall back on separation, duality and old habits" become so totally obvious. We got "here" by asking for direction and little by little that direction is "taken away" to force us to stand in that space and maintain on our own. Every time we fall back into habit, into separation, into the old, we get to go back there and separate... and talk to Guides and the Universe again... when the choice is no longer to compromise even the most minute detail... then we don't need outside guidance anymore and not only do we not need it, we don't have it. As WE are the guidance that we seek. I got to "see" this through my own experiences back & forth these last few months of being dropped into places of "void" where nothing seemed to exist... even that serves a multitude of purposes. There are so many "lets see what you will do in that space"... every moment determines the "next".... 

What I experience and another experiences will be totally unique to each of us as we ascend, integrate and merge. New purposes of what we have had to accomplish are obvious here. The level we are to be present in, at any given time, is totally perfect for where we are. 

We are all already ascended and just moving in & out of each others realities ... those that we interact with are present in that capacity for the experience that we have a "view" of at that moment... it continues to change.. woahhhhhhhhhhhh this view is sooooooooooooooooooooo cool! (It is coming through now for me to see and understand!) I just got to see an expanded view of us all and how we interact on a frequency level... how all are always present yet we "move" from reality to reality all in the same moment... way too big for my little brain right now.... deal with that comprehension later!

The getting rid of material things as they are dense matter and dense matter interferes with this space of non-matter which is a higher vibration. Physical "things" actually lower the vibration of space... I appreciate "no" things in my clear space... as I can see how they all had to go to get "here"... when we merge with matter... as energy... what we want around us is so much different.. we don't want all that "stuff" that got in the way before... it is too dense... less is so greatly appreciated.

For a while we get to "move" between all of our selves... as we ascend, those selves are different. They are no longer full of pain and dark, with something to purge and release... it is a new integration of our light selves... so that they can exist as one being of light. We are always integrating. The denseness of the level we integrate at is indicative of the dark or light energy existent at that time. 

(I apologize for this post being all over the place, but the thoughts come through that way and I typed them as so..... there is also no linear method to the thoughts, no filter... they are all present at one time... and the linear mind sorts them.... we just see all "here" and no need to sort until we try to explain it to another. Hopefully a future post will make more logical sense! lol) 

Procrastination is a creation of the ego/logical mind to keep one from their Soul's purpose. It stems from fear, while presenting in thoughts of "I just don't have time" or "I'll do that later". It is a way to avoid what we FEEL we should do. 

Procrastination prolongs the journey. It allows one to stay stuck and not move forward. 

Let's look at it from a completely dualistic approach. Let's make the logical mind happy for a moment.

You FEEL you should do this. But your mind is saying "not now, put it off, do it later" and excuse upon excuse as to why or how that thing cannot be accomplished. Fear may be obvious or not, but resistance is usually obvious if we pay attention. 

Your SOUL messages come through your heart. You FEEL them. You get epiphanies to support them as your SOUL speaking to you. Those moments appear brilliant as your Soul has access to everything you need to know, why your logical mind only has a part of what it "thinks" you need. It also serves the purpose of playing out the game of duality and will "talk" you out of it as long as you allow. 

Think of every time you finally did what you avoided for so long. Do you remember the freeing feeling "after" it was completed? Sorting through this, cleaning that, getting rid of these, dealing with whatever kept you stuck... once you stepped into it and did it, all that "trepidation" fell away. All of those created chaotic moments just disappeared. That is because the thinking/logical/rational mind will find every reason not to do what one FEELS they should do. It IS it's purpose to create lessons for us to learn from by giving us hardships to overcome and heal. So what if you could avoid a hardship and step into your Soul's purpose much quicker and with greater ease. Would you choose to just go ahead and step into that "thing" you are avoiding a bit quicker. Imagine all that you can bypass if you CHOOSE to listen to your heart. 

Remove can't, won't, don't, shouldn't, couldn't, but & no from your mind and vocabulary; replace with yes, ok, can, sure and thank you.

So the next time you hear yourself wanting to avoid, procrastinate or delay. See what you are avoiding. You might get to your next purpose much quicker! And if it has ANYTHING to do with creativity, DO IT!