Choosing Obesity
This is part of my "human story" existence, yet while but a faded "memory" of a million years ago, I posted for those in a vibrational frequency that this may assist on their own journey. After this post, I began my LightBody activation (January 2012) and have integrate light codes & frequencies in every moment to expand in that space. I honor every moment of this existence with love and gratitude. I have maintained pristine physical health BEYOND and get "LIGHTER" in every moment! Weight-wise, I have maintained the range of 122-125 lbs since 2012. I do not focus on weight. That is a human thing. I focus on healthy, light and honoring my own vibrational frequency in every moment. The rest is exactly as it should be.
Now those who stumble upon this page may say "we don't choose to be obese!". But from a spiritual standpoint, from a higher soul perspective, yes we do/did. Then the question is "Why would I choose THAT!" Same reason we chose every other thing we chose to experience in this physical lifetime. To learn from, to dissolve duality and to eventually clear it from our cellular & energetic memory to transcend to the highest vibration of love and light. Until then, we suffer illnesses and chronic issues, including obesity, due to the discordant frequencies within us. There are a multitude of others that were "mine": debilitating fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue, agoraphobia, panic attacks, anxiety, tophy gout, arthritis, diabetes, sleep apnea, migraines, feet issues, chronic back pain, kidney issues, liver issues, thyroid, diabetes, anorexia, alcoholism, smoking, OCD, ADHD, cervical damage, plantar fasciitis and so much more!), and I was blessed to also experience each & every one of those. It is through those experiences that I can speak my truth.
Now, owning them was the first step. Letting go of them as our identities is a whole different ballgame. Coming to a place to release them from our energetic field is so much more than both of those! They are parts of the "filmstrip" of "that life" that is no longer mine. Yes it is of this physical experience, but the cords have been cut and they have been released from my identity. What I am now is what I create and that is the most amazing thing.
We have to come to a place of total appreciation for everything we are (the good, the bad, the ugly) and love ourselves as we are. When our minds, our spirits so totally love our physical bodies unconditionally, can we start to respect our bodies for the beings that they are. Then we show them appreciation by feeding them life, instead of death. Healthy instead of self-sabotaging foods that pull our physical vibration down and keep it sick. But first me must learn, we must understand what we are doing to ourselves, which the logical mind can't comprehend.
As we start to feel the vibrations in everything, we start to understand how absolutely everything affects us. How negative words & thoughts "feed" our soul and how our bodies respond with "need" and lack. How everything is vibration. Tuning in instead of tuning out. Paying attention and becoming an entire being of light on every level. Mind/Body/Spirit.
For many of us, the physical body is the "last thing" to catch up. The last to heal. But total healing, repair, reversal is so very possible. I can say this because I have done it. I will work to get as much down here as I can, but it will take some time. Be patient and kind to yourself. Love you for you and every bit of you. What you will receive is way beyond what you could ever expect!
P.S. After the weight loss surgery, I gained about 80 lbs back and no matter how I "dieted" or starved myself, for years I could not lose a pound. Actually I continued to gain. It took releasing, letting go of EVERYTHING low-vibration for my body to do it FOR ME. I have not done a thing other than clear, release, let go and love myself. Through that, my vibration continues to rise and I eat to sustain and nourish only with those things that are beneficial to my high-vibrational health. When this is focus, this is priority, this is a part of our being, we become what we always desired but were unable to obtain by ourselves. Honest, love, respect, kindness... anything less for ourselves is not an option!
Now, I experience optimal health with a completely holistic lifestyle, no medications, physical ailments and my body continues to adapt to my high-vibrational energy in the most healthy ways ever! Truly amazing and one I will be sharing with many growing through the same experiences. I eat a raw/vegetarian diet, primarily gluten-free, organic in every way possible. We have to figure it out for ourselves, with others that resonate and who "get it" to help us when we are ready. There is no quick fix, but there is hope, health and happiness beyond bliss!
Now, owning them was the first step. Letting go of them as our identities is a whole different ballgame. Coming to a place to release them from our energetic field is so much more than both of those! They are parts of the "filmstrip" of "that life" that is no longer mine. Yes it is of this physical experience, but the cords have been cut and they have been released from my identity. What I am now is what I create and that is the most amazing thing.
We have to come to a place of total appreciation for everything we are (the good, the bad, the ugly) and love ourselves as we are. When our minds, our spirits so totally love our physical bodies unconditionally, can we start to respect our bodies for the beings that they are. Then we show them appreciation by feeding them life, instead of death. Healthy instead of self-sabotaging foods that pull our physical vibration down and keep it sick. But first me must learn, we must understand what we are doing to ourselves, which the logical mind can't comprehend.
As we start to feel the vibrations in everything, we start to understand how absolutely everything affects us. How negative words & thoughts "feed" our soul and how our bodies respond with "need" and lack. How everything is vibration. Tuning in instead of tuning out. Paying attention and becoming an entire being of light on every level. Mind/Body/Spirit.
For many of us, the physical body is the "last thing" to catch up. The last to heal. But total healing, repair, reversal is so very possible. I can say this because I have done it. I will work to get as much down here as I can, but it will take some time. Be patient and kind to yourself. Love you for you and every bit of you. What you will receive is way beyond what you could ever expect!
P.S. After the weight loss surgery, I gained about 80 lbs back and no matter how I "dieted" or starved myself, for years I could not lose a pound. Actually I continued to gain. It took releasing, letting go of EVERYTHING low-vibration for my body to do it FOR ME. I have not done a thing other than clear, release, let go and love myself. Through that, my vibration continues to rise and I eat to sustain and nourish only with those things that are beneficial to my high-vibrational health. When this is focus, this is priority, this is a part of our being, we become what we always desired but were unable to obtain by ourselves. Honest, love, respect, kindness... anything less for ourselves is not an option!
Now, I experience optimal health with a completely holistic lifestyle, no medications, physical ailments and my body continues to adapt to my high-vibrational energy in the most healthy ways ever! Truly amazing and one I will be sharing with many growing through the same experiences. I eat a raw/vegetarian diet, primarily gluten-free, organic in every way possible. We have to figure it out for ourselves, with others that resonate and who "get it" to help us when we are ready. There is no quick fix, but there is hope, health and happiness beyond bliss!
I was published as "a poster child" for obesity/gastric bypass surgery. I have been a "poster child" for several things, one of which Reiki (this is what my Reiki Teacher calls me, as I was also her most challenging experience!)