It is getting very hard to find the words to explain lately.... Things are more subtle here... the integration is "quiet" and not as obvious as on the physical plane... observation with the silent mind allows us to actually "see" things as they transpire, if we pay very close attention....
You may see different versions of "me" ... as I go between logical observer to respectful playful fun me to totally non-linear and unable to function in past/future, calendars, clocks, emails, anything that requires "thinking" at all. Even the level of non-linear is much different, as it doesn't allow for much thought outside the very limited moments (past/future), without having to drop into an entirely old reality that no longer exists for me. I CHOOSE not to maintain that old reality as it is exactly why we are experiencing this, to leave the old behind.
We "forget" things, not because we don't care, but because the small details no longer matter. I remember a soul's heart or energy now and the logical details just are not there anymore. Certain things can be accessed, if necessary, but I see this even going, as if it exists in a linear state then it just eventually won't matter and will fall away. All we will "need" is present moment. This requires the complete re-structuring of our existence as we know it, which is why it is transpiring "slowly" in logical time.
I am having to "master" doing everything in present moment, even the "future" events to come... which is so totally possible if I prepare in present moment and don't step out into a different moment to try to "think" it... everything is "received" perfectly as it is meant to be. My sessions are becoming more "impromptu" and "okay, I am available" and whoever pops up is meant to at that moment... as when we walk in unison with the Universe, every moment transpires exactly as it is supposed to. Every interaction we have occurs exactly as it is supposed to. I KNOW that when I say "okay, open session" that the one person that I need to talk to will be "there"... I can see moments occur from an expanded view. I can see something I did "years" ago creating "this moment" and how "this moment" will create a "future moment"... which is why integrity is of the utmost at this point for all of us, as when we choose all moments from love, light & integrity, then every moment we CREATE is created out of that same in order to manifest in our "current" reality.
The "issue" at the moment is explaining... as non-linear comes in "pictures" for me... I see things and there are no words necessary. Then I have to step down in frequency to go into a logical mind to find words that are appropriate... this is probably the hardest part... to explain what I see... understanding is infinite.... words diminish the understanding. It takes many many words to explain what is so very simple. The levels are so vastly different.
Emails are very hard for me right now... as they operate in linear time. They "send" at a slower rate and require reading, processing & thought to respond. I think that is why FB works or things such as instant programs, as I can transmit immediately.... Email requires that I go into future or past to respond... In this non-linear state, someone asks in "real time" if I am available and I grab the calendar that I am required to keep now, because I cannot maintain time anymore, and I look and if it is empty, then I schedule it. Eventually we will all just show up or be exactly as we are supposed to be and do what we are to do in that moment... the thought "go here" will manifest in the moment that it needs to, we will do "that" and we will end up where we are meant to end up.... this is a "new" part of telepathic (energetic) communication that requires no computers, no calendars, no thinking... existing by BEing... and being exactly as we need to be in every moment. The transition is "rough" as we adjust to integration that allows for all of these things to occur and NOTHING is personal... especially me forgetting stuff or not being able to respond to emails.
I don't think as I type this... I receive and type... it just "comes through". Interactions are honest, they are not prepared. I can type what comes through without issue. Reading & preparing requires stepping into "time" again..... so in the linear "states" I receive & prepare in limited form of the moment. Everything has varying degrees. Preparation is so totally different "here".... we prepare what we receive in the moment and that becomes what we will need "later". It will already be prepared, but the ability to "think" preparation is so limited to a non-linear new reality.
My linear mind sees horizontally, in logic, in words, in separation. Past, present, future exist here, but are extremely limited to "what is left"... this is a whole different post. Everything gets separated for the sake of understanding through logic.
One non-linear "view" sees vertically, up & down, in frequency, in dimensions.
As the two merge, they become this spiral where everything expands out. In this space, time does not exist, there is no separation in moments, in time. All is just one.
What used to be "out" there is no longer out there... it is within.... so that vastness that we used to observe as a separateness disappears. There is NO way one could handle this coming in the "earlier" stages of awakening/ascension... and which is why, in linear "time", it is spanned out over what appears to be years.... but in non-linear perception is so totally different.
Now, one huge thing I have observed is that "guidance" is no longer something "out there, up there or a separate entity"... it comes completely from within the vastness that we become. This is where all of the trust, integrity, non-duality all comes into play. As THIS requires utter and complete trust & integrity as we are "required" to stand in integrity in every moment WITHOUT the outside guidance of direction or what to do. This is where ALL of the little "tests" we experienced thus far are seen as so necessary in this place that we come to. Every test of "will you stay true when you have a choice" or "will you fall back on separation, duality and old habits" become so totally obvious. We got "here" by asking for direction and little by little that direction is "taken away" to force us to stand in that space and maintain on our own. Every time we fall back into habit, into separation, into the old, we get to go back there and separate... and talk to Guides and the Universe again... when the choice is no longer to compromise even the most minute detail... then we don't need outside guidance anymore and not only do we not need it, we don't have it. As WE are the guidance that we seek. I got to "see" this through my own experiences back & forth these last few months of being dropped into places of "void" where nothing seemed to exist... even that serves a multitude of purposes. There are so many "lets see what you will do in that space"... every moment determines the "next"....
What I experience and another experiences will be totally unique to each of us as we ascend, integrate and merge. New purposes of what we have had to accomplish are obvious here. The level we are to be present in, at any given time, is totally perfect for where we are.
We are all already ascended and just moving in & out of each others realities ... those that we interact with are present in that capacity for the experience that we have a "view" of at that moment... it continues to change.. woahhhhhhhhhhhh this view is sooooooooooooooooooooo cool! (It is coming through now for me to see and understand!) I just got to see an expanded view of us all and how we interact on a frequency level... how all are always present yet we "move" from reality to reality all in the same moment... way too big for my little brain right now.... deal with that comprehension later!
The getting rid of material things as they are dense matter and dense matter interferes with this space of non-matter which is a higher vibration. Physical "things" actually lower the vibration of space... I appreciate "no" things in my clear space... as I can see how they all had to go to get "here"... when we merge with matter... as energy... what we want around us is so much different.. we don't want all that "stuff" that got in the way before... it is too dense... less is so greatly appreciated.
For a while we get to "move" between all of our selves... as we ascend, those selves are different. They are no longer full of pain and dark, with something to purge and release... it is a new integration of our light selves... so that they can exist as one being of light. We are always integrating. The denseness of the level we integrate at is indicative of the dark or light energy existent at that time.
(I apologize for this post being all over the place, but the thoughts come through that way and I typed them as so..... there is also no linear method to the thoughts, no filter... they are all present at one time... and the linear mind sorts them.... we just see all "here" and no need to sort until we try to explain it to another. Hopefully a future post will make more logical sense! lol)