Now I cry because I see that yet another thing that I became "attached" to is being stripped away. I understand the process, yet shedding that layer is no less painful to the physical self. My perspective has changed though, and I do understand that in order to open up to new & better things, in order to follow the path that is before me, I have to shed these attachments. As I cry I cry to release & work through & let go. There is no victim. There is just a letting go.
When I wake up in the morning, I know the sun will shine bright & a new day will begin. I know that in letting go, it is making way for those things I am to accomplish.
I've known for a few years this would come, yet when we have an interest in it, when we love someone, it is hard to let go. They physical self cries for the loss, while the higher self understands this is necessary. Reconciling the two is harder than I expected, but not impossible. Just taking a bit longer & more from me than I expected.
Good thing I "get it"... thank you higher self for telling me all of this time, as even though I didn't want to hear it, I did "get it" when it started to happen. I did listen :)