Your logical mind will need to understand and correct it.
Your soul self (accessed through your heart) will want to let it go.
The fight you endure is the resistance between your thinking mind and your own spirit.
Which one you choose will determine your own experience.
Letting go allows for new perspectives and freedom that cannot be obtained by holding on.
The awareness you have must be combined with a constant state of consciousness in order to transcend the physical reality and experience this vast universal connection. Your presence is required to be conscious. Without it, one is just aware.
Consciousness requires action; An action to change from habit responses and safe to what is "right" in the heart. One will continue to repeat this process until the new "habit" is to always be conscious and always do what is perceived as "right" according to higher self. Best and highest good includes every one and every thing as one, not just one.
The expansion of awareness is maintained by continually maintaining consciousness with your awareness. Awareness is not enough. The logical mind can be aware, but the heart brings in consciousness to create balance and then transcend the limits of logic.
Awareness can be used as a defense mechanism of the mind. Consciousness allows for the defenses to drop and expansion to occur.
Continued expansion is inevitable when duality of the mind falls away and the soul is embraced as the guiding light within.
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