I had several entries, but skipped them because they had a lot of personal information in them about other people. Basically, it was me getting the repeated messages that all of these people were my lesson to learn from.
Again, another "message" about something being MY lesson. Wow, I sure got a lot of those! This time it was my boyfriend (at the time) and how he was another lesson for me. That I needed to deal with his negativity, as it would teach me to "rise above it" to a kind place and help him, even though he fought me on it, it was what I was to do. So I did.
I got that I was to change rooms, and "move" into the other room and take the other room and make it a spiritual room, clear energy, only my spiritual stuff.
I got "change focus, not time for other things yet, but soon. Not yet, be patient, let things happen. Listen, write.
I wrote the word "catapult". At the time I had no idea what it meant, now I so understand it! lol "They" have catapulted me many times.
I was told in response to an "issue" to follow my heart and do what I feel is right. "My journey is not another's problem".
I received information on how another "person" was doing certain things and that it was not mine to continue on. That I was to soon step away and allow him to continue on and that I was to re-focus myself on the things that were mine to be concerned with for now, that the paths would go in different directions. That I was to commit my time to other needs.
I got that "my personal journey" was to eliminate, let go of control, while taking back my space & voice & no longer be intimidated into doing something that I was not comfortable with. This was a definite trigger for me and I had been compromising and allowing people to take advantage of me because I could not stand my ground.
It's funny to see how much my oracle cards actually helped me back then. I always chalked them up to fun things, but they actually did help me. One example was I had a problem and I was looking for answers. The card pull said "look inside/within". Wow... I had no idea how much they helped me learn to listen to my higher guidance! So very cool!
I would take everything that I didn't know how to handle (I was in my head alot!) and ask questions and work through then daily, one by one, using my inner voice. This taught me alot! I wrote every one of them down every day & recorded them as I "worked through them". Awesome!!! I had no idea I did this. How cool it is to go back and be in my own mind way back then! :)
Again, another "message" about something being MY lesson. Wow, I sure got a lot of those! This time it was my boyfriend (at the time) and how he was another lesson for me. That I needed to deal with his negativity, as it would teach me to "rise above it" to a kind place and help him, even though he fought me on it, it was what I was to do. So I did.
I got that I was to change rooms, and "move" into the other room and take the other room and make it a spiritual room, clear energy, only my spiritual stuff.
I got "change focus, not time for other things yet, but soon. Not yet, be patient, let things happen. Listen, write.
I wrote the word "catapult". At the time I had no idea what it meant, now I so understand it! lol "They" have catapulted me many times.
I was told in response to an "issue" to follow my heart and do what I feel is right. "My journey is not another's problem".
I received information on how another "person" was doing certain things and that it was not mine to continue on. That I was to soon step away and allow him to continue on and that I was to re-focus myself on the things that were mine to be concerned with for now, that the paths would go in different directions. That I was to commit my time to other needs.
I got that "my personal journey" was to eliminate, let go of control, while taking back my space & voice & no longer be intimidated into doing something that I was not comfortable with. This was a definite trigger for me and I had been compromising and allowing people to take advantage of me because I could not stand my ground.
It's funny to see how much my oracle cards actually helped me back then. I always chalked them up to fun things, but they actually did help me. One example was I had a problem and I was looking for answers. The card pull said "look inside/within". Wow... I had no idea how much they helped me learn to listen to my higher guidance! So very cool!
I would take everything that I didn't know how to handle (I was in my head alot!) and ask questions and work through then daily, one by one, using my inner voice. This taught me alot! I wrote every one of them down every day & recorded them as I "worked through them". Awesome!!! I had no idea I did this. How cool it is to go back and be in my own mind way back then! :)
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