Again, another "message" about something being MY lesson. Wow, I sure got a lot of those! This time it was my boyfriend (at the time) and how he was another lesson for me. That I needed to deal with his negativity, as it would teach me to "rise above it" to a kind place and help him, even though he fought me on it, it was what I was to do. So I did.
I got that I was to change rooms, and "move" into the other room and take the other room and make it a spiritual room, clear energy, only my spiritual stuff.
I got "change focus, not time for other things yet, but soon. Not yet, be patient, let things happen. Listen, write.
I wrote the word "catapult". At the time I had no idea what it meant, now I so understand it! lol "They" have catapulted me many times.
I was told in response to an "issue" to follow my heart and do what I feel is right. "My journey is not another's problem".
I received information on how another "person" was doing certain things and that it was not mine to continue on. That I was to soon step away and allow him to continue on and that I was to re-focus myself on the things that were mine to be concerned with for now, that the paths would go in different directions. That I was to commit my time to other needs.
I got that "my personal journey" was to eliminate, let go of control, while taking back my space & voice & no longer be intimidated into doing something that I was not comfortable with. This was a definite trigger for me and I had been compromising and allowing people to take advantage of me because I could not stand my ground.
It's funny to see how much my oracle cards actually helped me back then. I always chalked them up to fun things, but they actually did help me. One example was I had a problem and I was looking for answers. The card pull said "look inside/within". Wow... I had no idea how much they helped me learn to listen to my higher guidance! So very cool!
I would take everything that I didn't know how to handle (I was in my head alot!) and ask questions and work through then daily, one by one, using my inner voice. This taught me alot! I wrote every one of them down every day & recorded them as I "worked through them". Awesome!!! I had no idea I did this. How cool it is to go back and be in my own mind way back then! :)