This Mercury Retrograde has revealed much by way of separation already and we still have more to "endure". I have been shown much and what I do with that is choose to use it to elevate and assist others even more. So walk with me, if you dare...
My soul self observes absolutely everything and understands, without question. It sees that which the physical self cannot. They are polar opposites of the energetic spectrum.
I can see a moment and be observant enough to ask "now why did I (my soul self) put that moment here for me to see?" I can do it as it transpires and know that there is a reason for that piece of paper falling, that word being spoken, that thought floating by, that person stepping forward, and more. I can know that every moment is one and there is no separation. I can see the hologram view and watch the play of realities...
Then the energies drop and boom, I have one foot in watching and one foot in "craziness" spinning around "outside" in THAT reality. I can watch as all go whacko with all that their own realities are working to purge. Then comes the fun part. Those realities that "cross" with mine. Those that personally affect me, or do they?
When we allow ourselves to drop down in frequency to participate, we maintain that as part of a frequency within us that needs to be cleared. We CREATED that to see. So why do we see it? What is existent within us that still "needs" that experience?
As duality continues to try to fall away, where does separation and duality still exist within? Where is there me vs. them, they, greed, pride, competition, alone, lack? Where do we STEP DOWN in frequency to participate, maintain or require others to STEP UP to exist in our current reality? What is needing to fall away?
When one participates, then that frequency has yet to clear. It is in the moment of conscious awareness that one has choice. The participator is in need of clearing, acting out a scenario to learn from (again). The observer sees it and allows it to pass on by. Now, because the physical manifestations are much slower, there will be a lag period where that which is trying to clear will still be brought back around. The KEY is not to step down to participate and to realize that the test is one of that frequency being cleared or not. When one can observe and CHOOSE to maintain their current frequency and allow it to pass, then it can go and the energy can clear.
The observer sees it and no longer needs that to experience. It is through repeated tests that one is able to CLEAR that frequency from their current reality. And it is in the clearing of the low-vibrational frequencies that a higher vibrational frequency of love and light are able to fill that space.
So, the next time a "test" comes around, utilize conscious awareness and expand your view to that of your soul. Step out of participation and allow yourself to watch it leave. It IS TRYING to leave. Only you can choose to experience it again.